Many desires fill my heart that'll never come...
but I still believe in them...

He is sitting right infront of me.
My words are trapped inside my mouth...

You left me here all alone,
because i'm someone you didn't need...

I feel those around me wandering away,
and the pain in sorrows building with days...

She loved you before your birth,
the woman who brought you to this earth...

Oh my God!
i would have never guessed that i was depressed...

I hate this abandonment I feel inside,
I hate all the love that was left behind...

I can't be the girl you want me to be,
My throat and eyes burn in a harmony...

In this world of hollow promises,
everything i am is taken for granted...

This... liquid?... flows out from my eyes.
Could it be?... One of God's signs...

You look at a face that reveals bruises,
from fake smiles that she always uses...

This Civil War,
this suicide...