I do not understand how you feel,
why is it my heart you had to steal...
This Civil War,
this suicide...
I hate feeling so empty
all i can describe is lonliness...
I do not understand why i am hurt.
i have a boyfriend, that i love, and loves me...
Look-
Over there...
One day,
death will overcome me...
The tap of a finger,
the vibes of the trigger...
I must admit,
from the bottom of my heart...
Patience- I try to tell myself,
but my hands want more...
Have you ever felt death?
the kind that you can see...
Over time,
these picutes will fade...
Im holding onto a dying heart,
and i know im letting myself down...