I do not understand how you feel,
why is it my heart you had to steal...
    This Civil War,
this suicide...
    I hate feeling so empty
all i can describe is lonliness...
    I do not understand why i am hurt.
i have a boyfriend, that i love, and loves me...
    Look-
Over there...
    One day,
death will overcome me...
    The tap of a finger,
the vibes of the trigger...
    I must admit,
from the bottom of my heart...
    Patience- I try to tell myself,
but my hands want more...
    Have you ever felt death?
the kind that you can see...
    Over time,
these picutes will fade...
    Im holding onto a dying heart,
and i know im letting myself down...