Going to sit here and pretend like I'm not breaking, Going to pretend that it's all ok even when my heart is aching...

Nightmares are when fantasy and reality collide...

What will happen I fall? What will happen if I fail? Is this all just a hopeless dream... or in my case, a nightmare?

If you live life not knowing, what is life like knowing?

Which hurts worse? Knowing he was right, or knowing I won't listen?

It hurts when you know you need someone at that moment, but you know if you called that they wouldn't answer...

Ever feel alone even though your with your friends? Ever feel like you should die instead of waste space? Ever feel like the battle you are fighting has already been won but not by you?

Ever feel like fading, when everyone says to fight? Ever feel like faking when everyone thinks your not? Ever feel like dying instead of standing strong? Ever feel like feeling right instead of being wrong?

Every beating heart is a hurting heart.

--Alex Pratt

I'm giving up, it's done with. No more good girl, no more bad. I'm just me, fading, faking, smiling me, because I'm giving up, it's done with.