It hurts so bad, just the thought of you. To think...
**Ryan...

I'm scared to put that knife away
Scared to stop, scared to quit...

My soul feels like its forever in pain.
Needles slice through it like never ending rain...

Silent tears fall as endless nights pass.
Deadly kisses come with darkened hearts...

I win, you lose I said with a grin.
All that was left of you was some silly hair pin...

That day I saw her in your arms my heart dropped...
My soul filled with pain, my eyes with hate, and...

As I gaze into the mirror I wonder who stares back...
A stranger, cold and alone, is what I see...

The razor slices through my skin
On my legs, down my shins...

Im by your side
Until death do us part...

Close your eyes
And let the pain drip away...

Lost in darkness beyond repair
No one seems to notice or care...

I'm back to when it all began
When I was dealt this awful hand...