If there was a god why wont he answer me?
When I beg for help why won’t he grant my plea...

One more cut wont hurt me any more
I repeated this lie in my head...

The numbness of depression fills my soul
No smile...

I've got a problem, yes I know.
Most of the time it doesn't show...

It hurts so bad, just the thought of you. To think...
**Ryan...

I'm scared to put that knife away
Scared to stop, scared to quit...

As they take me away in this truck I remember all...
It didn't work out so well with me and Mike. He...

My soul feels like its forever in pain.
Needles slice through it like never ending rain...

It felt as if it was just me and you.
Nobody else in that room but us two...

Silent tears fall as endless nights pass.
Deadly kisses come with darkened hearts...

I win, you lose I said with a grin.
All that was left of you was some silly hair pin...

That day I saw her in your arms my heart dropped...
My soul filled with pain, my eyes with hate, and...