It hurts inside
I swallow my pride...

D is for the dread that I feel when my eyes open...
E is for the eternal hell in which I live...

The sadness that consumes my soul
The never-ending silence that takes its tole...

I'm nothing more than a tainted image
Destructed by the worlds pain...

You wont ever know how much you mean to me
Your buried deep in my heart where no one else can...

She sits in the shower
Water crashing on her back...

Hate burns in my eyes
What have I done...

As I walk up to your steps I stop to take one last...
As I stand in the bathroom watching the tears run...

I have no idea why I tried to leave you
How foolish of me to think I could continue...

Don't leave me now
I'm in too deep...

Stars in the sky, vivid and bright
The waves crash down, oh what a night...

I'm drowning in a sea of tears.
A sea of doubts and fears...