Id cry
But I forgot how...

I've found a new sickness
I've found a new drug...

I told you not to, never to do it.
But you didn't listen, so now here I sit...

I wish I could be what you want me to be.
I wish I could go back to the old me...

I'm sorry for this
All of your pain...

I wish I could take it back, every little word
I'm sorry, even though Ive said the words so many...

I sit here alone
Forgotten in the dark...

Stop looking at me
Staring with those eyes...

Oh what I would give for just one day.
I could throw all my cares away...

One more cut wont hurt me any more
I repeated this lie in my head...

I win, you lose I said with a grin.
All that was left of you was some silly hair pin...

Kill me make it quick
Dont let me feel the paint that you'll inflict...