Sometimes I lay awake,
In the dead of night...

It's the tearing inside me that fights the...
It keeps me caught up, with this dreaded...

It's been almost a year now,
365 days ago seems like yesterday...

Her lips were red like always-
And she had on that same old dress...

Theres nothing like hiding your feelings-
When you're scared of who you've become...

Sunken into depression,
I thought I'd never make it through...

I sat across from my mirror
at the girl on the other side...

It makes me tremble to think what comes next
deprivation at its best...

I'm sorry I'm not here with answers
On why I'm never there...

Her makeup formed a perfect silhouette
against the shallow light...

Id cry my face dry
if i could make that many tears...

She held onto his hand tight,
as he drove away her pain...