I am crying out to you oh Lord
My savior, my God...

It is so hard to sit here and write to you
As tears fill my eyes and fall...

Listen to what I say
I want you to know how I feel...

I want you to wither away
I want you to drop dead...

This is me, this is my life. This is how i want...
You have changed my life but its as if i am some...

As i hold this metal cold blade. I realize there...
I hate feeling this way.. I just wanna cut. Then...

I wanna drift far far away.
Just let me die, i wanna rot upon my bed i have...

Do you love me daddy... Do you care, What happen...
I feel like your a stranger. and it makes me sad...

I can't wait to see you. to have you in my arms...
I will never forget the love i have for you.at...

I really care and love you.
your love flys over me like a dove...

I thought we were in love?
Boi was I wrong!! How could you do this to me...

There is an empty place inside.
That in my face and heart I can not hide...