No more love
no more play...
Not quite picture perfect, not so pretty inside.
Still not completely smiling, still kinda lying...
Working hard,
Praying harder...
Hello I am the girl that no body likes,
I am the girl, who lives with fright...
Soar; I am free.. Free of misery
Calm; Am I breathing with ease? Yes...
Moving forward one millisecond at a time,
Leaning closer then cowering back...
Void.
bewildered defeated...
My heart grows cold
world goes numb...
I'm sorry for everything we put each other...
Back then; I truly thought it would always be You...
In a place far away from real
A wondrous place sound and surreal...
It never really changes,
Same old routine...
Sunshine in the window,
Another bright sunny day...