I have disappointed
myself and others again...
Everytime I think I am ok
Everytime my smile is true...
An inner sadness of saying
good-bye...
I hate the way you look at me
I hate the words you say to me...
I'm tired of waking up in the morning and feeling...
I'm tired of putting on a happy face to away my...
Letting someone...
is a risk...
Everyday you wake up
and have a pep talk with yourself...
A day that is meant to
mean something...
Today is another day...
Another day in this lonely life...
So tired!
So tired of this...