Sleepin then dreaming finally waking up and the nightmare begins

I wish i didnt have any feelings
there for i wouldnt ever have to hurt

With all the thoughts in my mind
a happy one is hardest to find

For a while i thought i could be strong
but with this knife in my hand i guess i was wrong

I love you because:
well theres really only one real answer and thats.....Everything

Being alone
Aint nothing new

being lied to, hurt by
the one and only ... You