I received a special gift today
When I arrived to collect my mail...

I did not mean to hurt or disrespect you
Unfortunately I cannot take that back...

You have inspired me Teequa
It has been so long since I wrote...

I thought I could not write
If I was not saddened or depressed...

I cried all the way home this afternoon
That phone call at the bank tipped me over the...

I guess you could say I am happy with my life
Of years this was my twenty-first...

Where has all the decency gone in this world?
What happened to playful young boys and little...

I have learnt some times you think you know others
When you barely even know yourself...

It has been so long since I have wrote
Since my heart and soul has spoke...

Cant believe another year has past
My baby boy he grows so fast...

Itâ??s Christmas day
Itâ??s in the air...

I do really not like my life today
I just wish I were someone else...