Something in the sky catches my eye.
A glimmering hope passes me by...
Bleeding myself again
As i start to cry...
Why have you cursed me? ... I can not flee
this life of pain; this strain...
I scream into a deaf ear and hear nothing but...
And I stay here stareing into glazed, blank eyes...
Numbness taking over.
Pain comes back when I'm sober...
Are you that worm at the bottom of the bottle?
Can't swim out of your drunken bliss...
Blood in my eyes
Life filled with lies...
I love you so much
and maybe you can see...
Cutting through my insides
feeling what I'm not...
Fluttering heart; soul revived
I can't believe it, I am alive...
I'm sitting here in my mind; in the universe of me
My senses dulled; my eyes are blind; i no longer...
I'm watching my world melt away
Watching all colors turn to grey...