I feel like I'm climbing up a mound
Half way up just to fall down...

Burning ember in the night
Glowing brightly with amber delight...

I want to f______ die
Don't need a reason why...

I thought I had lost you forever
and thought we'd never be together...

I've been up and down and flipped around in my...
I've cut and bled and sighed and cried to rid my...

Why can't I die
Why can't I disappear...

My feelings are locked away; my tears went dry
my cold heart won't even let my eyes, again, cry...

Can you take a hint?
Can you grasp a clue...

Lost in time
frozen here...

I look up at the sky and all i see is the starlit...
I look on with amazement, with awe...

Falling flat on my face
feeling life's disgrace...

Feeding off myself
ruining my health...