What in the hell am i supposed to be,
something that went wrong; a rarity...

I wanna see the defeat in your eyes
i wanna watch as your feeling dies...

Love fades.
Emptiness stays...

Am I the only one that wants to die?
Am I the only one that just doesn't care...

Senses remind us how numb we have become
Colors remind us how gray, plain, and boring our...

Numbness taking over.
Pain comes back when I'm sober...

My life stuck in this putrid place,
Driven by my reverences, I race...

I watched you there; broken wings and fake smile.
I watched your total perfection of imperfection...

I don't like myself anymore.
I can't go on living sore...

Why have you cursed me? ... I can not flee
this life of pain; this strain...

Pretending ... I'm mending.
Yet only ... I'm bending...

I scream into a deaf ear and hear nothing but...
And I stay here stareing into glazed, blank eyes...