--This is to my awesome friend, Benjamin...
One day soon, I know we'll be together...

Oh what is the point of reason,
If reason cannot be found...

I want you in my heart like cancer in my lungs,
A permanent solution to this life I'm leading...

I'm staring out this window,
Waiting for your face to appear...

I'm loosing sleep and I'm loosing saline,
These tears are non-stop, like my nightmare...

I finally know what 'beautiful' is,
As the snow dangles in your black hair...

Hand me a couple pills to pop to kill the pain,
Suffering through this again and again...

I like the way the light shines on you,
Coming in through your window, slightly blue...

Your buttercup fragrance will never be the same,
It coats my lungs like melted cotton candy...

Walking down the streets at night,
No f#cking care in the world...

The streetlights come through your window,
And I adore the blue light shading...

I don't want to breathe any more.
I don't even want to choke...