Loving you was the easiest thing I could do,
watching you walk away happy...broke me.

Take my pain away,
by holding me all day.

Frightened at first to even get close,
then you held me tight and didn't let go.

I live my life to be in pain,
to lose control and to lose all hope.

Hate me for me,
not who I pretend to be.

I want you to be worth these tears,
but your words don't mean enough.

That one minute you made me smile...erased all the minutes that i cried

I thought you loved me,
but it was only a sick illusion.