tired of trying
sick of crying
yea im smiling
but inside im dying

Today I killed myself
I felt I could do nothing else
Dont ever blame you
There was nothing that you could do

For you to have my trust
for you to be my love
for you to be with me
I'd give so many things

I was stupid for thinking
that you ever loved me
i was crazy for believeing
that we were meant to be
cuz now i sit here hurt
all by myself feeling so lonely

My friends call me crazy
i hear them whisper i'm insane
thats because i am in love
with somebody who dont even know my name

He told me that he loved me
He said he was meant for me
But when i told him i carried his child
He said we couldnt be

Why did you have to leave
Why did you have to go
You left me and that i still cant believe
Slowly my heart is dying
It's gettin black and cold

I thought i could never look at you that way
But now i have and cant look at you any different

I never thought I'd have to say goodbye
I never thought our friendship would die

I always said I didnt care..but i realized i did when one day you werent there