Looking into your mesmerizing eyes,
I am torn...

You hear poems on various things
Of suicide and love...

I am but a simple shell of the person i could be
tormented fragments of a lost soul...

Tortured, inevitably without full comprehension of...
Rationally, I shouldnâ??t be giving...

Looking into
your eyes not expecting what I see...

You're so beautiful
with your light brown hair, tight clothes...

When I close my teary eyes at night
I don't see what you see...

Time freezes
when that song starts to play...

I knew I shouldnt trust you,
I knew I shouldnt care...

Deadly thoughts fill my head,
Suicide is in my dreams...

What am i to do,
and what am i to say...

Wishes are rarely granted
and dreams almost never come true...