You used cared and probably never again will,
But just so you know I always love you still...

Looking into your mesmerizing eyes,
I am torn...

I am but a simple shell of the person i could be
tormented fragments of a lost soul...

You told me you were a player and that you'd play...
but i didn't care i didn't listen to you...

I’m starting to cry
And I don’t know why...

I though I needed you,
But I guess I was wrong...

Every day I put on a mask,
No one knows and no one will ask...

To many days to many nights,
so many tears so many frights...

You hear poems on various things
Of suicide and love...

When I close my teary eyes at night
I don't see what you see...

The razor that I hold,
Is more painful when it?s cold...

Deadly thoughts fill my head,
Suicide is in my dreams...