Today I look down at my knife,
Wondering if I should take my life...

I met someone new,
I care for them...

This knife I hold within my hand,
No longer listens to my command...

What am i to do,
and what am i to say...

Tears of joy, tears of pain,
Tears of laughter stream down like rain...

Twisted thoughts confuse my head,
just by thinking of what you said...

Time goes by very fast,
In one blink comes the past...

Tortured, inevitably without full comprehension of...
Rationally, I shouldnâ??t be giving...

Looking into
your eyes not expecting what I see...

You say you love me but i know you don't,
You say you'll be there for me but i know you...

I thought I was strong,
But I guess I was wrong...

Time freezes
when that song starts to play...