I've been depressed since seventh grade
I hope that soon my life will fade...
My life has already begun to fade
as I reach out and grab the blade...
I'm so twisted inside my own head
If anything I wish I was dead...
It hurts
so bad that...
I lay dieing in my misery and shame
Now no one but me can take blame...
I hear you scream and I look down at where you...
You flip over the girl lying there with a shaking...
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord to make me weep...
A person so bleak
so empty inside...
I cry myself to sleep at night
I know that I should do whats right...
I sit her and listen
to the dove's mournful cries...