I've had dreams in which you loved me, dreams in...
where your eyes glued on mine...

You once said
I held all the joy of...

It wasn't always tears and anger
soul eating madness...

"I thought you were Arubian"
she said...

The pen trembled
in my hand, he feared...

Astonished by
your hypocrisy...

I don't even know
how to cover up the...

I don't know when I first realize I was Yakari,
I must have been a shadow before her...

You know why? Its because I'm the that one item in...
I am a childhood memory, those they think about...

I want to be happy, joyful
peaceful. want to live a life...

All your favorite writers did it,
turned their heart into something tangible...

I had no intention
nor desire to write today...