I'm sitting here alone
Wondering if you're alright...

To me, you were a godsent
Rescue me from drowning tears...

I met you on the first day of middle school
I was petty, young, such a damn fool...

Dreams of of a slim slender frame
Will be nothing more then fantasies...

I have never felt this way so fast
Ask me, I say it will last...

I love my man alot,but sometimes he makes me sigh
At the fact that he wont ask for help, heez...

Finally I have been awoken
From my state of denial...

I look around, where I am
Then it all comes flooding back...

You are on the other side of the world
Just too far away...

I love you, I miss you
I want you, I need you...

I look in the mirror and who do I see?
An ugly fat b i t c h glaring back at me...

My teacher gave me a poem about plums
to learn off by heart...