As i leave this place
filled with lies and hate...

They'd never let me be with you
They wouldn't understand...

I toss and turn in bed at night from all of this...
Since you been gone, life just hasn't been the...

Someday I'll stand tall on accomplished dreams
Someday I'll greet the lord on bended knee...

Afraid to tell you how i feel,
I don't want my heart to be revealed...

I hold in my heart
A key to the heavens above...

The funniest thing happened today,
I thought of you in a different way...

We never were happy,
I was always in tears...

As depression starts to creep
And my mind is filled with doubt...

I woke up this morning thinking of you
And i wondered if you were thinking of me to...

Forgiving is something i can't do yet.
What you did to me I can't forget...

What am i to you?
A shadow in the dark...