A long time ago I died inside. |
Everything is caught in a haze, |
Everything inside of me is screaming and ripping apart, I can feel my lungs filling with blood and gore. My whole life is being torn apart. Why do I smile then? Do I honestly not care? |
Everything in life is a blur, |
Drown me in that clear drink, |
I breathe and move in pre- written motions. |
My childhood dreams I can't really see, |
Black is all around me and I can't see, |
Cross, slit, cut, |
I wake up in misery, |