Why are things so different?
Why are we moving apart...

A beautiful soul a beautiful mind so many friends...
A family in tears so many questions so many fears...

Crying in candle light.
Lying on my bed...

I wish things were different.
I wish things were alright...

I'm not going to lie.
I wish I would die...

Is this a dream or fantasy?
This man really could be...

Gods gifts come to you in mysterious ways.
He always sends something special...

I am so sorry I am doing this to you.
I don't mean to put you through the pain I am...

I don't know what to say
hi or goodbye...

Are you still here?
Are you OK...

I sit in my room, and cry.
Sometimes I wounder why...

God the hours seem like days.
And the days seem like years...