Black tears,
black eyes...
Breath in,
breath out...
Alone in the dark, I hear her cry
the young teenagers heart begins to die...
Another lesson learned,
Another heart that got burned...
Torn to shreds
My heart is so...
The tears streamed from her eyes
As she fell down to the floor...
My breathing stops
you take it away...
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows...
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out...
Lately I'm so tired
I just can't take it...
Tomorrow i will hide
from the pain you cause me...
I stand at the edge of my world
And I keep looking out, now...
Tears of the dead
crys of the lost...
Look in the mirror, at who I've become
Ana has lost, food has won...
No matter what it stays the same
just a different face and a different name...
I walk across the stage with a smile on my face
but as I looked and looked the smile quickly fades...
Do you know what?
I love coming home with bruises...
Alone...so alone.
Overlooked...
I've been here many times
I stand at the edge looking down...
Sit in the dark and close my eyes
dont know how many tears ive cried...
Broken
Bent...
I look into the mirror
And it's amazing what I see...
Everyday I sit in the corner of my mind
The one friend I always know I can find...
Tears and rain;
There she stands, quiet and still...
I feel disappointed
what happened is not what I wanted...
Watch me destroy this progress ive made.
Hold back my tears so i look well behaved...
Until the fresh threads of gold,
sparkle over the pure snow...
I haven't been living
I haven't been alive...
Heartaches, heartbreaks, disappointments.
Ive felt all of it. Many happy memories...
Slowly I'm slipping away
Slowly day by day...
It ends today, this life I know.
For I feel I just need to leave...
When I wake in the morning,
There is one second of peace...
When the sun sets behind me,
when the moon is only rising...
I didn't know what it meant,
That we were drifting apart...
Temporary happiness,
Watch it walk in and out...
Locked in my bedroom,
I can hear the walls talk...
Look in the mirror
My face still not thin...
Dead don't miss
dead aren't sad...
Trying for days to hold back tears
Feeling of loneliness reappears...
She's living a lie, nobody else can see,
How late at night she whispers "I don't want...
It's a cold and silent scream,
Nothing is as it seems...
The words are in my head
I just can't put them on paper...
Insecurity.
I'm my own worst enemy...
My window stays open
so I can feel the stars...
I am the girl who has made to many mistakes.
I am the girl everyone wants to break...
Welcome....
To my world, my life...
Why do I feel so alone inside while I have...
Do they really care...
Darkness shrouds a city that once was bathed in...
sewer rats come around in the day...
One Shattered Heart,
With A Broken Beat...