I sit here in my corner thinking...
Why does everything have to be...

If ever darkness covered light
if i ever had to put up a fight...

Every time i cut myself
is a reason i can not explain...

-written on September 27, 2004-
I know you love me but you don't see how I see I...

Eyes watering...no tears coming...looking in the...

She's all alone
no one to understand...

Mom i want you wish you a happy birthday! i know i...

You forced me to do this
When you walked out the door...

Inhale
...this very second...

One day my whole life changed
all I remember was...

Daddy how come you act the way you do?
daddy how come you say everything you say...

The other day i was sitting on my couch and my...
came home and said nothing but went upstairs to my...