Your gonna pass soon.
So I should make this quick...

Watching the days pass makes me wonder..
what happened to us...

I laid on my bed last night.
pretending to be asleep...

12-27-05
I talked to you today...

-.all i want for Christmas this year is your...
i want to be able to call you when i need to...

December 25
How can I have a good Christmas...

Laying here..
wondering why...

New--
**new life to live...

Started at 8:35 pm
November 25, 2005...

I cut myself again today
over 40 times i hacked away...

Dear Mirror Image
I hate you. You make me realize how I really am...

I'll just shove it all back in
I'll just shove the emotions i have...