-July 10th 2005-
This is the note continued from "Lost...

-July 10,2005-
all she wanted...

I hate myself
for what i do to me...

I changed..
my hair...

Arms stained red
too numb to feel...

You p-i-s-s me off so bad
you made me cry...

I'm sorry i called you last night
but you can't run away...

Gun shot..screaming..dog's barking..baby...

One life ruined..
one year wasted...

You told me everything would be all right if i...
since i did why is everything messed up...

I'm falling deeper and deeper
no one to pull me up...

My friend invited me over
i told my mom I'd be just us and her mom...