..'You need to grow up and act like a 13 year old...
that's what her mother tells her when she cries...

12-27-05
I talked to you today...

My life's no perfect world.
it's always me against everything...

The other day i was sitting on my couch and my...
came home and said nothing but went upstairs to my...

I sit here in my corner thinking...
Why does everything have to be...

Why can't i be with you right now? i need you the...
every time i didn't need you you were there but...

I need you here by my side
i cant go on w/out you...

Your the only one who made my life complete
i was alone until you came into my life...

I saw you to together and i wished i was her...
your side, i know i never in a million years be...

New--
**new life to live...

The nightmares the bad dreams have become reality...

Your no longer there when i turn to talk to you.
i can no longer think of the memories we shared...