I don't know what to say
to the face covered by guilt...

I act like i don't like you but really I'm in love...

I'm trying so hard not to like you anymore but i...

As I hold you crying
I think of what went wrong...

As it starts to rain
i start to feel the pain...

One day my whole life changed
all I remember was...

When I asked you what was wrong you just looked at...
like you and not one person could possibly hold me...

When you said good bye,I swear I was going to die
I thought about what we had and think what was I...

Shes the girl you knew
gotten high...

He's the kid with the piercings
on his lip, nose and brow...

-July 10th 2005-
This is the note continued from "Lost...

My razor blade
sits on my table...