Blocked
I block you from my life...

SOS came into my life
Someone who would be perfect as a wife...

Carefree, happy, and dreadfuly lonesome
In this order my feelings lead me to this gun...

Held the blade against your skin?
Tried to change things when it cant be done again...

Wanting you I do not fear
Instead I welcome it without a tear...

I swallow my pain, store it deep inside
I bottle up my pain, it doesn't want to hide...

Since you been away
I haven't been very gay...

Pain
My fear is a small black lizard...

Love
Time with you I like to spend...

I love you alsong as I can
I will love you when I'm dead or alive...

My love for you makes me feel so free
Your love for me feels better then taking a long...

I wish to cry aloud
Like alittle boy who has just lost his mom...