Held the blade against your skin?
Tried to change things when it cant be done again...

SOS came into my life
Someone who would be perfect as a wife...

Carefree, happy, and dreadfuly lonesome
In this order my feelings lead me to this gun...

Since you been away
I haven't been very gay...

I swallow my pain, store it deep inside
I bottle up my pain, it doesn't want to hide...

I love you alsong as I can
I will love you when I'm dead or alive...

Wanting you I do not fear
Instead I welcome it without a tear...

My love for you makes me feel so free
Your love for me feels better then taking a long...

I wish to cry aloud
Like alittle boy who has just lost his mom...

Pain
My fear is a small black lizard...

Love
Time with you I like to spend...

Blocked
I block you from my life...