The scars upon my wrists are from the memories I just can't forget

I wish you could see how I feel on the inside.

I wish I didn't have to live a lie.

If I took my life would you notice out of the corner of your eye?

Rainy days are the best cause then no one can see the tears rolling down my face.

Right now I'm not sure of what to do. I'm not sure if I should live or die. Not sure wether I should just ignore this feeling for now. Not sure if I can handle much more.

Am I really happy or is this the same fake smile that has been there all along

I just can't understand exactly what you want from me.

If she can't look you in the eye and tell you everythings alright then chances are everythings not ok. Take time out of your busy life to try and help her through whatever she is going through. Try to put a smile on her face again.

I can't help the way I feel
I can't prevent the things I see and hear.
I can't help you understand the things I go through.
I can't and I won't break down that wall for you.