Why am I always number 2, no matter what we do, everyone looks at you

You think the whole world envys you but newsflash nobody wants to be just like you

I wish for once im my life I wouldn't have somebody like you to bring me down.

Thats it im done with trying
to always make you happy
Now its my turn to be happy

I'm sorry I can't be the person you want me to be.

This is me, you don't like it, thats your problem.

If you really knew who i am, then you would know I'm not the person you see today.

Why do I have to hide who I really am from the people I care about. Why can't I be the real me

Here I am
Better than yesterday
I'm not the same sad little girl
I was yesterday

I can't hold on much longer
Can't someone help me before I loose this fight?