I may seem happy but deep down you know I'm not. I may look like things don't bother me but guess what they do, constantly.

Pretending to be someone your not, isn't a easy job.

I can't help the way I feel
I can't prevent the things I see and hear.
I can't help you understand the things I go through.
I can't and I won't break down that wall for you.

If she can't look you in the eye and tell you everythings alright then chances are everythings not ok. Take time out of your busy life to try and help her through whatever she is going through. Try to put a smile on her face again.

I just can't understand exactly what you want from me.

Am I really happy or is this the same fake smile that has been there all along

Right now I'm not sure of what to do. I'm not sure if I should live or die. Not sure wether I should just ignore this feeling for now. Not sure if I can handle much more.

Rainy days are the best cause then no one can see the tears rolling down my face.

If I took my life would you notice out of the corner of your eye?

I wish I didn't have to live a lie.