many tears have come from my eyes
they have poured out like rain...
dig the razor into the wrist
and quickly slash it down...
Ive lost it all
my pride my soul...
I grabbed my child around the neck
put a pillow on his head...
take it all away from me
just throw it all away...
I cant take them anymore
for the illness i have there is no cure...
ill always be by your side
and try and be there for you...
once again the blood flows
the voices start to scream...
My Hands Are shaking
im clenching the gun...
i hold the bible in my hand
the cross around my neck...
Broken dreams
beneath the sorrow...
Theres blood on my hands...
its gone...