I grabbed my child around the neck
put a pillow on his head...

I've always wanted a fairytale
that was my only wish...

Dig it in
Twist it around...

Watching my life fall apart
everlasting love...

I'm holding the pills
the glass in my hand...

i hold the bible in my hand
the cross around my neck...

As i fade
The world slowly dies...

I know how it feels to break down and cry
I know how it feels to want to die...

take it all away from me
just throw it all away...

My Hands Are shaking
im clenching the gun...

many tears have come from my eyes
they have poured out like rain...

i built a wall inside my mind
the part lonely and black...