I miss you so much,
I'm craving your touch...
I am sorry that I reacted so badly.
Honestly, the news just came as a surprise...
I'm ok
Things could be much worse...
Swift, sharp,
Pain, then none; no feeling, numb...
Dear god,
Wud u gimmie 5 mins...
With metal to my head
I sat in my room crying...
Do you approve of me?
Do think that I'm speaking truthfully...
I'm so confused as why we're so close,
And yet so far away...
It's colder outside than in,
And standing up here isn't doing me any good...
I know this is England, but my god,
I don't think it's ever rained this much...
I doesn't look the same,
Not through these eyes, of change...
When it began
Sometimes I sit and think...