To my unborn child,
At 16 years of age i was so confused, my hormones...

U gave me the strength 2 believe in myself,
u gave me the power to love nothing else...

All my emotions taking control
holding me back and not letting us grow...

U always seem to hurt me one way or another,
i know u don't mean it as i am Ur lover...

I don\'t know why i feel so bad
as you\'re the best thing iv\'e ever has...

I have loved you for so many years
and in that time i've cried many tears...

I can't believe i feel this way
my emotions are everywhere...

I\\\'m not everything I\\\'m made out to be
there\\\'s a lot more then what you see...

Since you've been gone life's not been the same
it still hurts just hearing your name...

I would never have dreamt about abortion.
But at 16 just left school i was so confused i was...

I watched my ex boyfriend change day after day
i slowly watched him fade away...

Why am i not good enough for you?
there's got to be someone Else there has got to be...