Fake smile, real tears

Wanting him is hard to forget
Loving him is hard to regret
Losing him is hard to accept
With all the pain I've felt
Letting him go is the most painfull yet

HE wAs nEvEr mY b0yfRiEnD, bUt i MiSs tHe HuGs, HiS sMiLe, hIs AdViCe, HiS L0vE, hIs kiNdNeSs, tHe TiMeS wE cRiEd 2geThEr -n- ThE tImEs wE LaUgHeD 2GeThEr. i GuEsS i FeLL iN L0Ve WiTh 0ur fRienDsHiP

I MiSs ThE dAyS yOu HeLd mE -n- ThE dAyS i HeArD yOuR v0iCe, i MiSs ThE dAyS y0u wErE hErE..uS FaLLiN aParT wAs n0t mY cH0iCe..i MiSsEd ThE dAyS y0u KisSeD mE -n- ThE fEeLiNgS wE uSeD t0 sH0w...BuT m0st 0f aLL i MiSs ThE gUy i UsEd t0 kNo

... TirEd oF (-t.r.y.i.n.g-)...
... sIcK 0f (-c.r.y.i.n.g-)...
... Ya I*m (-s.m.i.l.i.n.g-)...
... BuT iNsidE I*m (-d.y.i.n.g-)...

*i ReALLy WaNnA CaLL y0u, BuT i kN0w ThAt iT's n0t RiGhT..i Pr0bAbLy sH0ulDn'T TeLL y0u..ThAt i DrEaMeD 0f y0u LaSt NiGhT

Let's be nothing, I heard it lasts forever

Two reasons why I drink, I drink to remember, and I drink to forget.

Behind the scars, there is beauty

What do you do when you look in the mirror and staring at you is why he's not here