The pleasure she feels and the pain she fears all hidden behind her silent tears.

Tired of waiting by the phone,
Tired of worrying about what you're doing,
Sick of crying myself to sleep at night,
But ready to catch you whatever way you might fall.

The time when you had it all was one you have no memory of.

When you said you loved me, I knew it was true. The real problem is, did I really love you?

Ok, if I get you back I'll apologize. Sorry for being rude, flirting, ignoring your phone calls, and not replying to emails. Happy? I just apologized for everything you did wrong..

Where are you God, when I need you the most? Do you want me to die, because I'm getting close.

I take a deep breath, let a few tears out, and start with fixing my first mistake: you.

Now that we're done I see the broken sky. I see exactly how we fell apart and why. But I'm ignoring all this hurt inside. I'm not over you for the hundredth time.

Fire burning in your eyes,
Diamonds reflecting back in mine.
And the way the moonlight softly shines,
Makes a perfect spotlight for you and I.

I'll carve his name into my wrist, fall deeper into my continued sins. It's the only thing that won't let me forget the day he made my life begin.