It's getting difficult,
I've been so numb...
Wide awake,
After i saw the reality...
Tears; they fall;
Like water; cold and wet...
Suffocating;
Though there's much air...
I'm at the porch, looking at the candle;
Cold and windy night, it's warm inside...
I looked to her for comfort,
little solace when i was alone...
Your actions have spoken,
I am at last forced to write...
Talk about the pain;
i keep inside...
I went insane Yesterday
So many Yesterdays come n gone...
I sit here in this room of mine,
while my hands pour in the feelings...
Are words not enough or do i find excuse everytime...
it's been a long while; a really long while...
Memories are always never-ending,
no matter how much i cherish; it's never - ending...