As I stand here,
with this puzzled look on my face...

I'm so stupid. I hate my life.
Sometimes I just want to take a gun...

A Bestfriend, someone who walks in when the rest...
A bestfriend, someone who stays with you all night...

We would hang out every night.
Look under the stars without caring where we were...

Finially. Finially. Finially.
I mean, it's been a year...

Today you told me that you wanted to commit...
I made you promise me you wouldn't do anything...

You don't even know how much it hurt.
everyone went against me, everyone called me ugly...

I guess I'm scared.
Scared to fall, and not be caught...

Save me the heartbreak, I know what your going to...
Your going to make me think that your different...

Everyday, I see you in the hallways.
I'm headed to math, your headed to science...

I'm a slxt because I'll wear shorts and a tank...
I'm a b!!tch because i don't let you push me...

I can't stop crying. There's puddles of tears...
I'm going to go insaine. I'm a small girl, in a...