In the hands of fate everything went right
We met in the purity of that beautiful night...

Tangled in the forest of my nightmare,
Wrapped in darkness, I see the horrid stare...

June 17th 2003
Dear Diary...

I ran amongst the traffic along the highway of...
I surpassed the stalking persuasion of an...

I don't want to love you,
But I need to hold you...

Look at my skin,
So ugly, cut up, sore and full of distaste...

A long healthy life she did not lead,
Her dreams all failed, she didn’t succeed...

The world turned black, the room turned cold,
Her words grew loud...

Mr. Razor; you were the love of my life,
I fall for you and became addicted...

It’s been so long since you controlled...
So long since I cared that we were apart...

You have me hanging on every word,
Everything around us becomes so blurred...

He pushed me into doing things I’d never done...
He was like a wave, pushing my life into another...