I am not happy now,
That is the truth...

In the hands of fate everything went right
We met in the purity of that beautiful night...

Tangled in the forest of my nightmare,
Wrapped in darkness, I see the horrid stare...

June 17th 2003
Dear Diary...

I ran amongst the traffic along the highway of...
I surpassed the stalking persuasion of an...

Baby, I do not wish to love you any longer,
I was happy the month this ceased...

I don't want to love you,
But I need to hold you...

The world turned black, the room turned cold,
Her words grew loud...

Mr. Razor; you were the love of my life,
I fall for you and became addicted...

It’s been so long since you controlled...
So long since I cared that we were apart...

You have me hanging on every word,
Everything around us becomes so blurred...

He pushed me into doing things I’d never done...
He was like a wave, pushing my life into another...