Sometimes I feel like I desert you all,
I spend too much time away...

I hope that you’re feeling good,
I hope your in no pain...

They can beat monsters, villans and wipe out...
They can save the world so easily, in so little...

I already let one go,
Now you must also slip away...

I hear you, you are calling,
Saying you'll end my strife...

Why do they tease me
When I'm just me...

Blue pen sinking deeper and deeper into my vein,
The tiny circles on my wrist show my true pain...

I remember digging
Digging my own grave...

Look at this moment,
Look at this day...

Life is love and love is life,
Love is pain and love is strife...

When you stay out of my life,
I do no self-harm...

Like the waves upon the water,
thrashing into the rusted shore...