I don't want to love you,
But I need to hold you...

Suddenly I can't stay here anymore,
So many questions to be solved...

There he is, look at him,
The boy that drives me crazy...

5 months since someone loved me,
It seems like 50 years...

Things seemed so easy,
Loving you was only fun...

It all started simply,
A sudden dumb decision...

What am i wearing
what am i trying to be...

Sometimes things aren't easy,
And I know it's hard to see...

The voices scream and echo and I feel relentless...
They hurt my head, my body's sore, there's nothing...

I'm blessed to have the chance to know you,
To see purity with my own eyes...

Crystal clear, like sheer water,
As obvious as can be...

Still in love, still broken hearted,
Still lost in feelings, the way it started...